i realy feel lyk breaking down...
it's lyk i hv so much stress yet my parents n frens dun unda at all...
it's very frustrating 2 put up wif all these wif nby 2 talk to.
at least in sec 1 though i was stressed too, i still had 1 of my frens 2 chit chat on de fone wif n we wld talk on anything n everything
but nw, we dont talk mor than 30 mins when we cld talk up to 2 hrs
last time i still had other closer frens whom i cld confide 2 if i had problems bt nw...
nby realy noes my probs

fine u all say tt i lose my temper easily bt hv u ever tot y im lyk tt?
hv u ever wondered y i wasnt lyk these in pri sch?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
wif all de stress fm exams, cca, frens, i realy dunno hw 2 carry on livin.
i noe tt tis amt of stress isnt so great compared 2 other ppl who hv 2 take up greater challenges

my results r deproving n i dunno de reason.
its nt tt i nv study bt i did!!!
i did study
n my frens whom i was better than laz tym hv oso did better than mi

n deres tis comp trng
whenever its prac case i wont noe what 2 do n just stone dere
n nw, i keep avoidin going 2 trng using some excuses
i dont 1 tis bt do i hv any choice???

my mum feels tt i cn do everything
i mean lyk, sumtyms things do slip ur mind rite?
then she will say it in a tone lyk i m so bad this n tt
she kips saying tt she's nt giving any pressure bt she doesnt realise tt she's actually de 1 gvin mi alot of pressure
lyk if i dun do well in exams, she will say it in a disappointed tone
i min lyk she of course will b disappointed bt can she nt show it so much?
it's very demoralising when u've put it so much effort into perfection yet it still doesnt come out as expected n others r disappointed

nobody does anythin 2 help mi solve my probs
at least it wld b better if i had sby 2 talk to
i realy wish tt sby whom i trust wld appear in my life 4 mi 2 confide in...